I just wanted to get this off of my chest… This year, has been a trial to say the least. The most vexing year of my life… It started off well, as do most things shortly before they fall to shambles… as the year’s end approaches, there is still a chapter of my story left unfinished, … Continue reading Thank you
I’m at the point where… I just want… Why did… Why can’t I… How come… There are so many incomplete inquiries lying stagnant within my mind… There are so many things left unsaid… So many things I’ve wanted to say… Yet at the same time, I don’t want a soul to know… So many feelings to sort … Continue reading Confusion
More recently I’ve been living each day, merely biding my time… I’ve been put in the position where I was pretty much told to wait. I’ve been put in the position where I’ve had to put my life on hold. Put in the position of simply waiting for the selfishness of others, So that they … Continue reading Purpose
A little bit of randomness cluttering my head… Figured I need to jot it down so as to move on from it… … And with a rush of emotions swirling throughout his entirety, Suddenly all was calm. A stillness filled the air around them… She gazed at him standing alone atop the hill… He, fixated at the … Continue reading disorderly randomness
I was recently introduced to a song performed by Miguel, titled: “Simple Things” I was told “That’s so you.” The more I thought about it, the more I came to grasp the reality of it. I’ve never longed for some luxurious life style, it’d be nice, yeah, but it’s never been something that I dreamed. … Continue reading simpleTHINGS
Dear Life, I’m not asking you to make anything easy for me… Just PLEASE at least give me a fighting chance… Regards, Kristopher E. S. Smith
I count the seconds, minutes, hours, and days.. Just biding my time. For what? I know not. I don’t know what the future holds, all I can do is speculate. Speculation however, does nothing but waste time, and eventually, my mind wanders to dark places I wish not to be. I don’t want to think … Continue reading Biding My Time
As you turned around and walked into the darkness of the night… The meager luminescence shown glimpse of your face, I faintly called your name, both in hopes you would keep walking in ignorance, but yet, stop in confirmation… you stopped, silently turned… it was an arduous task, to look you in the eye… The … Continue reading I Almost Told you, I love you..
I wanted to live my days out, and grow old with you, Somewhere, somehow, something went askew.. I never thought, Our love would end up like this, Thinking back on that feeling when we had our first kiss, You were the sweetest taste, to ever graze my lips… your tiny hands in mine, made me … Continue reading Long Ago (Take Me Away) Original Lyrics
The previous few posts, I’ve talked about escaping my disheartened reality through sleep. Truth of the matter is, lately, when I sleep, I don’t dream. I’d rather have it this way. Just an abyss of emptiness in which to bide my time. However, the past couple nights have been hellish. I’ve awoken to a pounding … Continue reading Dreams, my daunting reality…
