You can never do right by the ineptitude of others.
Not that it should matter to me anymore, but nothing I ever do
will ever be right in their eyes.
And, I let it bother me too much. I’ve been told,

“You’re too nice.”

by multiple people.
I personally don’t have the heart to willingly screw someone over.
It’s just not within my character to do so.
They can continue to kick me when I’m down.
Full well knowing, that I’m the type of person
who will still reach out my hand for them when they stumble.
I’m persistent in the ways you see in movies, or tv shows.
Unwavering support, whilst thinking to myself,

“One day, they’ll have an epiphany. One day they’ll
open their eyes, and realize everything I’ve ever done for them.”

I really do wish I could act upon all my selfish thoughts and desires.

Life would be so much easier for me if I could some how find a way to not give a fuck about “others” so much.