I find myself drifting in and out of thought… As I sit alone, my mind will race a million miles a minute.. Then suddenly, nothing… I’ll realize that I was just sitting there, blankly staring at whatever is in front of me for an unknown amount of time. My heart will randomly drop to my … Continue reading Heartache
Perseverance, stubborn, or selfish? I guess you can say I’m all three. Although, given the situation perseverance is applied to; I believe that all three are one in the same. per·se·vere ˌpərsəˈvir/ verb continue in a course of action even in the face of difficulty or with little or no prospect of success. The point … Continue reading Perseverance
I walk around like I’m the biggest baddest MF I know. I think most guys do… I look tough, I act tough. Fact of the matter is though, I’m one of the nicest people you’ll ever meet. I may talk big, like I’m the MF man, But the thing about me… is, I wear my … Continue reading Strength = Weakness
My mind is a toxic place, Left to its own devices, it runs rabid… Spewing out poisonous garbage every chance it gets… Such negativity, and pessimism, such cynicism, and angst. What’s the point in trying to be optimistic when, at a moments notice, I’m always dragged back down to this dark place? Funny thing is, … Continue reading Toxic Happiness
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It’s almost been a full year since the event that has changed my life. As the year comes full circle, I find myself… lost in thought, about the world around me… lost in nostalgia, Due to the amalgamation of recent events… lost in depression… For reasons almost impossible to explain… This whole year has been nothing … Continue reading Full Circle
As the remnants of the life I previously led smolders behind me, I continue forward with a smile on my face. For, although my world completely crumbled apart, my life flipped upside down. And everything as I knew it, came to an end… I’ve never been happier…
You can never do right by the ineptitude of others. Not that it should matter to me anymore, but nothing I ever do will ever be right in their eyes. And, I let it bother me too much. I’ve been told, “You’re too nice.” by multiple people. I personally don’t have the heart to willingly … Continue reading Character
A lot, and I mean A LOT has happened the past month… I’m not going to get into details about it, I don’t feel like getting worked up over someone insignificant to myself. However, I will state, given the events that have taken course the past month or so; I’ve made up my mind, my decisions … Continue reading 2015
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