A little bit of randomness cluttering my head… Figured I need to jot it down so as to move on from it… … And with a rush of emotions swirling throughout his entirety, Suddenly all was calm. A stillness filled the air around them… She gazed at him standing alone atop the hill… He, fixated at the … Continue reading disorderly randomness
I was recently introduced to a song performed by Miguel, titled: “Simple Things” I was told “That’s so you.” The more I thought about it, the more I came to grasp the reality of it. I’ve never longed for some luxurious life style, it’d be nice, yeah, but it’s never been something that I dreamed. … Continue reading simpleTHINGS
Dear Life, I’m not asking you to make anything easy for me… Just PLEASE at least give me a fighting chance… Regards, Kristopher E. S. Smith
I count the seconds, minutes, hours, and days.. Just biding my time. For what? I know not. I don’t know what the future holds, all I can do is speculate. Speculation however, does nothing but waste time, and eventually, my mind wanders to dark places I wish not to be. I don’t want to think … Continue reading Biding My Time
As you turned around and walked into the darkness of the night… The meager luminescence shown glimpse of your face, I faintly called your name, both in hopes you would keep walking in ignorance, but yet, stop in confirmation… you stopped, silently turned… it was an arduous task, to look you in the eye… The … Continue reading I Almost Told you, I love you..
I wanted to live my days out, and grow old with you, Somewhere, somehow, something went askew.. I never thought, Our love would end up like this, Thinking back on that feeling when we had our first kiss, You were the sweetest taste, to ever graze my lips… your tiny hands in mine, made me … Continue reading Long Ago (Take Me Away) Original Lyrics
The previous few posts, I’ve talked about escaping my disheartened reality through sleep. Truth of the matter is, lately, when I sleep, I don’t dream. I’d rather have it this way. Just an abyss of emptiness in which to bide my time. However, the past couple nights have been hellish. I’ve awoken to a pounding … Continue reading Dreams, my daunting reality…
As if I didn’t have enough negative emotion coursing through my psyche, I feel bad… Throughout the day, several opportunities for social interactions are presented to me. Just run of the mill water-cooler-talk. I’ve noticed my attitude towards such situations has been, distant. I feel, irritated. I look, irritated. As much as I wish to … Continue reading Self Alienation.
Original Lyrics… I put my pen to this pad, to set myself free.. It releases all of the stress, buried deep inside of me… But it always comes back, and pulls me back down… I reach out my hand, but there’s no body else around… How do I stop my heart, from chasing what it … Continue reading Story of My Life (Original Lyrics)
We’ve all heard or have used the phrase, “I’m so over today”. Lately, that’s been me every day. I got off of work yesterday, and slept. I woke up at 2000, but went right back to sleep. Again at 2330, then desperately tried to go back to sleep. I guess what I’m getting at is, … Continue reading Free To Good Home
