We’ve all heard or have used the phrase, “I’m so over today”. Lately, that’s been me every day. I got off of work yesterday, and slept. I woke up at 2000, but went right back to sleep. Again at 2330, then desperately tried to go back to sleep. I guess what I’m getting at is, … Continue reading Free To Good Home
More recently, I’ve tried to hide my pain with neglect, and anger. From the outside looking in, you’d scoff, and tell yourself. “hmph, same ‘ol asshole.” When that’s not the case. How can you expect someone who you’ve been kicking in the face to keep reaching out to you with open arms? If I don’t … Continue reading Set My Mind Free
I thought the weekend would help… I thought having my kids around would at least keep my mind busy… But no, if anything, it may have made it worse, these feelings that have been haunting me this past week… I hate seeing my kids go through this, though they’re still young, and don’t grasp the … Continue reading Clouded Judgement
Before going to bed last night, I felt a little better. Still in a state of depression, I just felt lonely. To be honest, I’ve never lived on my own before. Not saying that I can’t do it. More or less, its going to take some getting used to. I went from my parent’s house, … Continue reading Angst, Resentment and, Lethargy…
Day to day, I think I do pretty well… I have my good days. Days I’m able to get up, shower, get ready for work, and proceed throughout my day with no issues. Some days, I’ll have to get through with lingering thoughts in the back of my mind. None-the-less it doesn’t bother me too … Continue reading Lost…
Part Two: This section will cover “Part TWO” of, This is Me… And frankly, it will be about my kids. Because, well… They are a big part of who I am. Without them, I wouldn’t be me. Without them, I would most likely be a lot more irresponsible with the decisions I make/have made. I … Continue reading This is ME (Part: TWO)
So, as most of you may know, I happen to be going through what may be the most arduous situation I’ve never thought I would have to face in my life. I’m going to be as blunt as possible, as I feel the need to vent, however, I don’t feel the need to put in … Continue reading This is ME (Part: ONE)
