2015

A lot, and I mean A LOT has happened the past month…
I’m not going to get into details about it, I don’t feel like getting worked up over someone insignificant to myself.
However, I will state, given the events that have taken course the past month or so;
I’ve made up my mind, my decisions are set in stone.
I’ve stated up until now that I refuse to light the fuse, nonetheless, I must recant.

I’ve been, happy the past month. It feels weird to be on my own. It’s still going to take some getting used to. But, I like it!
My house is ALWAYS clean. My bedroom, my bathroom, my kitchen, my living room.
My bed is always fixed, there are never dirty dishes in the sink, dirty clothes scattered throughout the house. The kids, they make a mess, but it gets taken care of in a timely matter, and the house is clean before we go to sleep. I get off of work, and dependent on the day, I pick up the kids, and spend the day with them. Or I go home, shower, then leave the house and do my own thing. It’s a level of independence I’ve personally never experienced before.

The days are always good, always cheerful, that is until I get a phone call or a txt message from that
“Special” someone lol. But most times, it just ends up being comical, I’ll leave the conversation either feeling amused, or sorry for her.

I’m ready, I’m ready to put this all behind me. I want nothing to do w/ her any longer, the other day she was talking to me trying to joke and honestly, all it did was piss me off. I was on the mental page where in my mind I was thinking, “Why are you talking to me? Our relationship is now strictly business. And if you’ve no business to discuss this conversation needs to be over.”
I think I’ve gathered enough intel for what I need to do.

I have all my little duckies… now to start putting them in a row lmfao.

2015 Is me, It’s my year.
Time to close old tattered chapters off.
End the story and start writing a new book.

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