“The more we purposefully distance ourselves from what we want; the stronger the desire grows to obtain such things.”
-KSmith

I didn’t sleep much last night. I may have fallen asleep somewhere between 0130 and 0200. Only for my alarms to start going off at 0330… Subconsciously I did the math, (My alarms only shut off after a series of math questions are correctly answered) and shut down 6 different alarms… from 2 different devices. I randomly woke up from an extremely happy dream maybe 10 minutes later, only to feel…. depressed, once realizing it was a dream. LoL how sad…

I got myself ready, put my big boy pants on, and headed to work… I’ve been writing all morning. The progression is a little slow, but its coming along just fine… However, in the midst of all this, all I want to do is go back home, wrap myself up in my blanket, and close my eyes; in hopes to continue where I left off this morning. Although, to be perfectly honest, I don’t remember exactly what I was dreaming about.. All I know, all I can remember, was a feeling… and that feeling was happiness..

                “Dreams are your deepest desires which lie latent within the furthest reaches of your subconsciousness.”                   -KSmith

This is something I’ve always said, and to an extent I still believe it to be true. Sure, there are conditions, not EVERY dream will be as such. But I think, the dreams you have that you feel a deep emotional connection to when you wake up… these are the dreams in which I speak of… These are your desires manifest.

Anyways, as previously stated, I don’t remember what the dream was about. If I had to take a shot in the dark, I think I get the general idea of it though… As for now, I’m just sitting here, writing, biding my time. Listening to the same track on repeat. Trying hard, not to allow my mind to wander, but failing miserably.

-kayeXe