I’m sitting in this broken home all alone,
every where that I look,
makes me think about you,
the pictures on the walls
lend a glimpse to the past
all the memories made.
that I thought were meant to last.

All alone in the darkness,
I long… to see the light,
Twisted and confused,
by the never ending night.
you were my sunshine,
but you took it all away,
now I’m in this broken home,
never again to see the light of day.
It’s 3 in the morning,
and I’m sitting on the edge of my bed
hands on my head,
staring at the floor,
weight of the world on my shoulders,
as this house around me smolders,
lost my will I’m defeated
my hope, has since depleted

This home is a place
full of memories of you,
it reminds me of my failures
of the dreams I would pursue
consumed by my thoughts
lonely and all alone,
my mangled heart’s the place,
I’ve condoned as my broken home..

Alone in this broken home
I’ve made it all my own,
Trying to live in the moment,
but haunted by the past,
not every ending is happy,
happiness never lasts..
The most we can do,
is hold our heads high,
put on a fake smile,
and let the days pass by.
Could you appreciate the sun,
If it weren’t for the rain?
could you understand happiness,
if you’ve never felt pain?
Could you understand love,
if you’ve never loved in vain?

I stare up at the sky,
and ask the lord why,
did things have to happen this way,
I’ll I can do now is pray,
shut my eyes tight,
show me the way.
I don’t know what to do,
consumed by my thoughts
every thought is of you.
its eating me inside
all this pain, that I try to hide,
all these tears that I’ve cried.
i’m done,… defeated,
now its time, I said, goodbye…

-kayeXe