Original Lyrics…

I put my pen to this pad,
to set myself free..
It releases all of the stress,
buried deep inside of me…
But it always comes back,
and pulls me back down…
I reach out my hand,
but there’s no body else around…
How do I stop my heart,
from chasing what it wants,
it has no conscience will,
so why does it continue to jaunt.
its causing so much pain,
and driving me insane…
please make it stop,
trynna love you in vain…

look at things now,
how crazy life has been,
I put myself all in,
prayin I’d have a chance to win…
but I lost it all,
everything I held dear,
now I lie alone at night,
wishing you were right here…
lying in my arms,
and breathing on my chest..
grinding on your teeth,
and denying me any rest…
but, I’m lying all alone,
cause, now that’s all gone…
my mind is going crazy,
as I’m writing you this song…

Trynna live my life
and accept what I can’t change.
walking down this lonely road,
re-paved with all my pain…
I stumble, I trip,
and fall but I get up,
this abuse that I’ve endured,
I just, can’t seem to get enough.
I continue down this path,
trynna find my way to you,
I’ve never felt so strong about a feeling I need to pursue…

you’re the one I think of, when I
wake up in the morning,
when I fall asleep at night, you’re the one I wanna hold tight.

the second I promised you the world
It was the beginning of the end.
I knew I couldn’t deliver..
still I thought we could transcend,
rise above and beyond,
and watch our love soar,
I’m waiting for you to come home,
please walk through that door,
I told you that I’d love you,
until the end of time…
That I want to be with you forever..
I wanted to make you mine…
I’m missing you so much,
come back and you’ll see.
that I won’t give up on you,
so please, don’t give up on me.

-kayeXe