December 6, 2014~1100 There is a place I know of, void of feeling, Once lush, with peaceful ambiance, Now, but a numbing emptiness, Destined for me, I can’t hide from it, For this place resides inside. Desperately searching for an existence, Something, anything, to fill this void. This emptiness. This festering agonizingly numbing emptiness. -KSmith … Continue reading Void (Original+Commentary)
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Tight chest, Heart pounding, Sporadic reverie, “Why is this so hard”, he thought.. “She is here, With me, and that’s all that matters…” anETERNITY later~ Euphoria… Bliss… Happiness… theINTERNAL Struggle `Dread `Fear `Anticipation theCONSEQUENCE ~`Despise ~`Detest ~`Loathe ~`Desolation Overall Contrition Remorse Regret
I feel like i’m being a bit redundant. Several different posts w/ somewhat of the same subject. You know what though? This is my blog not yours, so fuck off mate. lol Who am I referring to?! I don’t know. Whoever may have been thinking “It’s a new blog but same ol’ shit.” LoL A … Continue reading Yin Yang, I call bullshit…
It’s been raining for the better part of the day now… I love the smell of fresh rain… I love hearing the pitter patter of raindrops on the roof. The sound of gushing water flowing down the street… the serenity of the atmosphere… the sense of calm, as if to wash away the past. I … Continue reading Rain…. bringing back the pain.
“The more we purposefully distance ourselves from what we want; the stronger the desire grows to obtain such things.” -KSmith I didn’t sleep much last night. I may have fallen asleep somewhere between 0130 and 0200. Only for my alarms to start going off at 0330… Subconsciously I did the math, … Continue reading Dreams
I don’t have many readers here, there is 1, maybe 2 of you. I was pretty much just told that I’m slacking.. yes, I know, I’m slacking. I had every intention on writing a post today, (Other than this one of course) but then, I got caught up writing something else. When you get in … Continue reading Slacking
I just wanted to get this off of my chest… This year, has been a trial to say the least. The most vexing year of my life… It started off well, as do most things shortly before they fall to shambles… as the year’s end approaches, there is still a chapter of my story left unfinished, … Continue reading Thank you
I’m at the point where… I just want… Why did… Why can’t I… How come… There are so many incomplete inquiries lying stagnant within my mind… There are so many things left unsaid… So many things I’ve wanted to say… Yet at the same time, I don’t want a soul to know… So many feelings to sort … Continue reading Confusion
More recently I’ve been living each day, merely biding my time… I’ve been put in the position where I was pretty much told to wait. I’ve been put in the position where I’ve had to put my life on hold. Put in the position of simply waiting for the selfishness of others, So that they … Continue reading Purpose
